Falling in love with my suffering insides,
Shattered shrapnels of noise showering the ground.
Regret, reproach, doubt, final sacrifice,
Giant frozen snowflakes falling with no sound.
Agony encrusted with joy and delight
Trusting it scares. Breathing wheezes away.
My secretive smile, my retreat sweet and might
It’s mine, only mine, and I decide to stay.
Whiplashed by a deafening, yet silent wave
My suffering insides lying on the ground.
Sigh and shrug. And first step. Forward from the cave.
And the giant snowflakes falling with no sound.